21/04/2004 04:38
Just a piece of chess



I've gotta control my impure and dirty mind. I don't wanna spend all night long drifting aimlessly among my imaginary chess pieces. That's just useless, a tremendous waste of time. The morning is coming and the sun will let me know I've got something new here inside. I've made my choices and here I am once again. I'll walk myself to a place were I can find anything close to what we call love. That's not a feeling. That's just a piece of chess. Wrong move, wrong direction. I have misplaced my precious pieces on someone else's board. Maybe I was so blind and confused that I couldn't even realize it. Is it all for real? Such a nonsense could get me stuck in this inner world. It happens to feel like I'm wide awake and things still look the same. However, I've changed throughout the years. This is not the same man anymore. He doesn't breathe the same air, he doesn't believe in the same bullshit again, although he's sort of following some pathes of the past. Now he's able to comprehend a whole bunch of things except for the unwanted love , this sick addiction that he can't deny. Despite all the setbacks, he must keep walking, as long as it takes him to somewhere safe and sound. And from now on, that's where he's heading...


10/03/04.
Just a piece of chess
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enviada por Elisandro Borges






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